jealousy.

so. today was like a closure day to me, in the best way possible. i'm done. i'm over it. i'm moving on. finally, and once and for all. hallelujiah that i heard just what i needed to hear to make it a done deal for me. thank goodness i'm no longer involved in something/with someone that would force me to change my morals to please this person. i thought i had more respect for him than he actually deserves from me. i care about him and will be there for him, but am SO glad that i now know his true intentions, and what really matters to him. if he truly cared about me, he wouldn't want to change me. goodbye. new chapter in this part of my life. :)

i know that made absolutely no sense to many of the ones reading, but hey. that doesn't matter. it felt good to say. so thanks, blogger, for listening. bahah, i'm pathetic.

ANYWHO.
today had a lot of exciting events. the top paragraph pretty much sums up one of them. another one, was that i got bitched out just for trying to stick up for my friend. hahaha. it makes me laugh that someone would be so insecure about themselves and so pathetic that they'd have to sit there & talk about people and say that they wish that person was dead. you just don't wish that on people. how immature, if only knew what she was actually saying.

other events of the day..civics, we played review games. art, we had a sub & we drew. (WOW, what a surprise! ha.) english, we had a sub & read and answered questions. spanish, we had a quiz & did arts and crafts pointless stuff.
boring day over all, in the "classes" category.

lunch is now not enjoyable really. i'm getting so close to bethany, because we walk from class to class together & talk about everything under the sun, and i sit at lunch with her. :) since ashley, sterling, hayden, zach, all themm..think they're so cool and don't want to talk to us even? haha. soooo. me her & luke and logan moretz have fun by ourselves. idk why that pisses me off so bad. but it does. they think they're so cool. whatever. haha.

SOOOOO. so many feelings/emotions in one day. tomorrow, is friday! hallelujiah. i'm going home with ashley, hanging out with caleb & bryant i think :D, going to the game YAYAYAY, then spending the night with ashersss. then saturday, i think we're going to nick's house, hahaha. so i'm pretty excited to meet him. then i'm spending the night sat. night AGAIN with ashley. hahaha, this is going to be such a fun weekend. i can't wait. <3333 :)

sincerely,
liz.

P.S. as you can see, i've changed my blog title, and my closing thing. i thought it sounded neat. i'm a loser.